Have been really busy recently with school work, dance and other stuff to update my blog. 2009 has been a year of many ups and downs and as such I can't really decide on whether to call it a good year or a bad one. But one thing's for sure, I finally got my iPhone. Yeay.
Been feeling rather down these couple of days. I'm drowning in my assignments and project but I can't seem to find the motivation to get going. Why is the final lap always the hardest and most tiring? What ever happened to the simple joys in life?
Even dance doesn't seem to be able to perk me up anymore. Zirca performance is coming, and I should be getting more hyped but that's not the case. I can't find the motivation to push further, to word harder, to get stronger. Sometimes I just feel like I'm boxed up in a huge glass box. Being able to see everyone stroll past but at the same time feeling so alone in my own restricted freedom.
Maybe it's that time of the month again. Maybe I'm just PMSing. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. I don't konw why but I always have these random sudden bouts of emo that will just come right out of the blue and get stuck in my head for a few days. I guess this is one of those times. And so far the cure has been just to leave the emo kid alone long enough until he wakes up and realises that there no point feeling this way. And suddenly the emo boy will transform back to his former cheerful glorious self.
Strength is not a measure of power when you are at your peak. It is a measure of will when you are at your weakest.
Anyhow written on Jan 21, 2010 at 1:30 PM
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