SIM DWZ Dance Crew will be collaborating with NUS to bring you a talent extravaganza 'Emerge 2010', which will be held on the evening of 13 March 2010 at Zirca [The old MOS]. Please do come down and support if you have the time. Tickets will be going on sale soon!! And this would probably be the last time I'll be dancing for awhile. After this I'll probably go find a cave somewhere in Bukit Timah hill and hide there with all my books and notes until the exams.
It's been a long time since I last blogged. As in really penned down what is happening around me. Nothing much to really blog about anyway. Life is getting monotonous. Dance seems to be the only colour left in my life. And even that last glance of the rainbow is gonna disappear soon.
I've passed down my duties as the Finance Manager of the club. And the Zirca performance will probably the last performance I'll be doing with the club before I graduate from SIM. Hopefully, with my first class honours. Jiayou DWZ. you've got much younger and talented dancers than this old man now. Not that I had any dope-ness to begin with.
Other than dance days, the only thing that I see every day from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep is my laptop screen and the pile of books and notes on my table. 5 assignments down. But there's 5 more to go. Not forgetting my Final Year Project. And I haven't even started studying for my exams yet. Which are like just less than 3 months away. Life? No, it seems I don't have one now.
I'm a perfectionist. I hate being second-best. But in actual fact, I'm just a Jack of all trades and a Master of none. With so many things piling up, I hope I can keep up to my own expectations. And yet I still can't find the speedy, confident stride that I used to have in the last 2 years. Maybe I really AM getting old. Why do I feel like the more I try to climb higher, further back down I fall?
Had good fun with the crazy DWZ people at yesterday's Zirca practice at The Sail @ Raffles Quay. But behind the facade of all the smiles and laughter, there's still something eating away inside of me. Don't ask me what. Cos I would love to know the answer to that question too.
I think it's time to change my blog song. Been quite awhile since I've been playing "Dance With My Father". Just love the raw emotions from these songs. If only I could be able to sing them with my body. So I'm going to change it to my current favourite song, "Papers" by Usher. Yes, I love emo songs. So bite me.
I don't recognise the person staring back at me from the mirror anymore. Can someone help me find myself?
Anyhow written on Feb 5, 2010 at 8:18 PM
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